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Then comes the statelier Eden back to men :

Then reign the world's great bridals, chaste and calm :

Then springs the crowning race of humankind.

May these things be!'

They will not.'

Sighing she spoke I fear

'Dear, but let us type them now

In our own lives, and this proud watchword rest

Of equal; seeing either sex alone

Is half itself, and in true marriage lies

Nor equal, nor unequal: each fulfils

Defect in each, and always thought in thought,

Purpose in purpose, will in will, they grow,

The single pure and perfect animal,

The two-cell'd heart beating, with one full stroke,
Life.'

And again sighing she spoke: 'A dream

That once was mine! what woman taught you this?'

'Alone' I said 'from earlier than I know,

Immersed in rich foreshadowings of the world,

I loved the woman: he, that doth not, lives
A drowning life, besotted in sweet self,

Or pines in sad experience worse than death,
Or keeps his wing'd affections clipt with crime:
Yet was there one thro' whom I loved her, one
Not learned, save in gracious household ways,
Not perfect, nay, but full of tender wants,
No Angel, but a dearer being, all dipt

In Angel instincts, breathing Paradise,
Interpreter between the Gods and men,
Who look'd all native to her place, and yet
On tiptoe seem'd to touch upon a sphere

Too gross to tread, and all male minds perforce
Sway'd to her from their orbits as they moved,

And girdled her with music.

Happy he

With such a mother! faith in womankind

Beats with his blood, and trust in all things high

Comes easy to him, and tho' he trip and fall

He shall not blind his soul with clay.'

'But I,'

Said Ida, tremulously, 'so all unlike—

It seems you love to cheat yourself with words:

This mother is your model. I have heard

Of your strange doubts: they well might be: I seem

A mockery to my own self. Never, Prince;

You cannot love me.'

'Nay but thee' I said

From yearlong poring on thy pictured eyes,

Ere seen I loved, and loved thee seen, and saw

Thee woman thro' the crust of iron moods

That mask'd thee from men's reverence up, and forced Sweet love on pranks of saucy boyhood: now,

Giv'n back to life, to life indeed, thro' thee,

Indeed I love the new day comes, the light
Dearer for night, as dearer thou for faults
Lived over lift thine eyes; my doubts are dead,
My haunting sense of hollow shows: the change,
This truthful change in thee has kill'd it. Dear,
Look up, and let thy nature strike on mine,

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Like yonder morning on the blind half-world;

Approach and fear not; breathe upon my brows;
In that fine air I tremble, all the past

Melts mist-like into this bright hour, and this

Is morn to more, and all the rich to-come

Reels, as the golden Autumn woodland reels
Athwart the smoke of burning weeds. Forgive me,

I waste my heart in signs: let be. My bride,
My wife, my life. O we will walk this world,
Yoked in all exercise of noble end,

And so thro' those dark gates across the wild
That no man knows. Indeed I love thee: come,
Yield thyself up: my hopes and thine are one:
Accomplish thou my manhood and thyself;

Lay thy sweet hands in mine and trust to me.'

CONCLUSION.

So closed our tale, of which I give you all

The random scheme as wildly as it rose:

The words are mostly mine; for when we ceased There came a minute's pause, and Walter said, 'I wish she had not yielded!' then to me, 'What, if you drest it up poetically!'

So pray'd the men, the women: I gave assent: Yet how to bind the scattered scheme of seven Together in one sheaf? What style could suit? The men required that I should give throughout The sort of mock-heroic gigantesque,

With which we banter'd little Lilia first:

The women—and perhaps they felt their power,

For something in the ballads which they sang,

Or in their silent influence as they sat,

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