XLV. WE ranging down this lower track, The path we came by, thorn and flower, So be it there no shade can last In that deep dawn behind the tomb, But clear from marge to marge shall bloom The eternal landscape of the past; A lifelong tract of time reveal'd ; The fruitful hours of still increase; Days order'd in a wealthy peace, And those five years its richest field. O Love, thy province were not large, A rosy warmth from marge to marge. XLVI. THAT each, who seems a separate whole, Should move his rounds, and fusing all The skirts of self again, should fall Remerging in the general Soul, Is faith as vague as all unsweet: Eternal form shall still divide The eternal soul from all beside ; And I shall know him when we meet : And we shall sit at endless feast, Enjoying each the other's good; What vaster dream can hit the mood Of Love on earth? He seeks at least Upon the last and sharpest height, Some landing-place, to clasp and say, 'Farewell! XLVII. If these brief lays, of Sorrow born, Were taken to be such as closed Grave doubts and answers here proposed, Then these were such as men might scorn: Her care is not to part and prove; She takes, when harsher moods remit, What slender shade of doubt may flit, And makes it vassal unto love : And hence, indeed, she sports with words; And holds it sin and shame to draw Nor dare she trust a larger lay, But rather loosens from the lip Short swallow-flights of song, that dip Their wings in tears, and skim away. XLVIII. FROM art, from nature, from the schools, Like light in many a shiver'd lance The lightest wave of thought shall lisp, To make the sullen surface crisp. And look thy look, and go thy way, But blame not thou the winds that make The seeming-wanton ripple break, The tender-pencil'd shadow play. Beneath all fancied hopes and fears Ay me! the sorrow deepens down, Whose muffled motions blindly drown The bases of my life in tears. XLIX. Be near me when my light is low, When the blood creeps, and the nerves prick And tingle; and the heart is sick, And all the wheels of Being slow. Be near me when the sensuous frame Is rack'd with pangs that conquer trust, And time, a maniac, scattering dust, And life, a Fury, slinging flame. Be near me when my faith is dry, And men the flies of latter spring, That lay their eggs, and sting and sing, And weave their petty cells and die. Be near me when I fade away, To point the term of human strife, The twilight of eternal day. |