But brooding on the dear one dead, (And dear as sacramental wine To dying lips is all he said), I murmur'd, as I came along, Of comfort clasp'd in truth reveal'd ; And darken'd sanctities with song.' XXXVIII. WITH weary steps I loiter on, Tho' always under alter'd skies The purple from the distance dies, My prospect and horizon gone. No joy the blowing season gives, The herald melodies of spring, But in the songs I love to sing A doubtful gleam of solace lives. If any care for what is here Survive in spirits render'd free, Then are these songs I sing of thee Not all ungrateful to thine ear. XXXIX. COULD we forget the widow'd hour As on a maiden in the day When first she wears her orange-flower! When crown'd with blessing she doth rise To take her latest leave of home, And hopes and light regrets that come Make April of her tender eyes; And doubtful joys the father move, And tears are on the mother's face, As parting with a long embrace She enters other realms of love; Her office there to rear, to teach, A link among the days, to knit And, doubtless, unto thee is given A life that bears immortal fruit In such great offices as suit The full-grown energies of heaven. Ay me, the difference I discern! How often shall her old fireside Be cheer'd with tidings of the bride, How often she herself return, And tell them all they would have told, And bring her babe, and make her boast, Till even those that miss'd her most, Shall count new things as dear as old : But thou and I have shaken hands, XL. THY spirit ere our fatal loss Did ever rise from high to higher ; As mounts the heavenward altar-fire, As flies the lighter thro' the gross. But thou art turn'd to something strange, And I have lost the links that bound Thy changes; here upon the ground; No more partaker of thy change. Deep folly! yet that this could be That I could wing my will with might To leap the grades of life and light, And flash at once, my friend, to thee: For though my nature rarely yields To that vague fear implied in death; The howlings from forgotten fields; |