And amid the words of mercy, falling on the soul like balms; 'Mong the gorgeous storms of music in the mellow organcalms ; 'Mong the upward-streaming prayers, and the rich and solemn psalms, I stood heedless, Barbara! My heart was otherwhere, And the priest with outspread hands bless'd the people with a prayer. But when rising to go homeward, with a mild and saintlike shine Gleam'd a face of airy beauty with its heavenly eyes on mine Gleam'd and vanish'd in a moment. Oh, the face was like to thine, Ere you perish'd, Barbara! Oh, that pallid face! Those sweet, earnest eyes of grace! When last I saw them, dearest, it was in another place; You came running forth to meet me with my love-gift on your wrist, And a cursed river kill'd thee, aided by a murderous mist. Oh, a purple mark of agony was on the mouth I kiss'd, When last I saw thee, Barbara! These dreary years, eleven, Have you pined within your heaven, And is this the only glimpse of earth that in that time was given? And have you pass'd unheeded all the fortunes of your raceYour father's grave, your sister's child, your mother's quiet face- To gaze on one who worshipp'd not within a kneeling place? Are you happy, Barbara? 'Mong angels, do you think Of the precious golden link I bound around your happy arm while sitting on yon brink? Or when that night of wit and wine, of laughter and guitars, Was emptied of its music, and we watch'd through lattice-bars The silent midnight heaven moving o'er us with its stars, Till the morn broke, Barbara ? In the years I've changed, Wild and far my heart has ranged, And many sins and errors deep have been on me avenged; But to you I have been faithful, whatsoever good I've lack'd; I loved you, and above my life still hangs that love intact, Like a mild consoling rainbow o'er a savage cataract. Love has saved me, Barbara! O Love! I am unblest, With monstrous doubts opprest Of much that's dark and nether, much that's holiest and best. Could I but win you for an hour from off that starry shore, The hunger of my soul were still'd; for Death has told you more Than the melancholy world doth know,-things deeper than all lore. Will you teach me, Barbara? In vain, in vain, in vain! You will never come again :- There droops upon the dreary hills a mournful fringe of rain, The gloaming closes slowly round, unblest winds are in the tree, Round selfish shores for ever moans thehurt and wounded sea: There is no rest upon the earth, peace is with Death and thee, I am weary, Barbara! FESTUS DESCRIBES HIS FIRST LOVE. A fine impassioned passage in BAILEY'S Festus. WHAT'S worse than falsehood? to deny : As charms and this, perchance, the chief of both : Or thoughtlessness, or worse? Nay, let it pass. But some one always loves them-God or man.— And thus it was. She whom I once loved died. Pale as pale violets; that eye, where mind Oh! she was fair: her nature once all spring, She said she wish'd to die, and so she died; That not even He nor death should tear her from me. It is the saddest and the sorest sight, One's own love weeping; but why call on Go It is this which ones us with the whole and God. She fell upon me like a snow-wreath thawing. Never were bliss and beauty, love and woe, EMBLEM FLOWERS. The following is taken from the Ulster Times, to which it was contributed by John Locke. DRESS me a garden, where the brook Reflects the stooping thorn, And that pale, hooded, vestal Bell, The ever-changeful Iris there But let me scent the languid bloom Dark Yew, and Cypress, be afar, Yet dearly love I Rosemary, Which "buried love endears;" And oh! of all the gems, that deck The shrubs and other garniture With tiny leaf, and starry flower— I'll tell thee why I love it best ; For sweetness, grace, and elegance, I think on Jessy mine. TO AGE. These graceful verses are from the pen of WALTER SAVAGE LANDOR. WELCOME, old friend--These many years Have we lived door by door: The Fates have laid aside their shears, I was indocile at an age When better boys were taught; But thou at length hast made me sage, Little I knew from other men, Too little they from me; But thou hast pointed well the pen That writes these lines to thee. |