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THE PHILOSOPHER PROVED.

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Maltravers drew back, shocked and appalled. Premature philosopher as he was, this depth of ignorance perplexed his wisdom. He had read all the disputes of schoolmen, whether or not the notion of a Supreme Being is innate; but he had never before been brought face to face with a living creature who was unconscious of a God.

After a pause he said "My poor girl, we misunderstand each other. You know that there is a God?"

"No, sir."

"Did no one ever tell you who made the stars you now survey-the earth on which you tread?"

"No."

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"And have you never thought about it yourself?" Why should I? What has that to do with being cold and hungry?"

Maltravers looked incredulous. "You see that great building, with the spire rising in the starlight ?”

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“What do people do there?”

"Father says one man talks nonsense, and the other folk listen to him."

"Your father is-no matter.

Good Heavens, what

shall I do with this unhappy child?"

"Yes, sir, I am very unhappy," said Alice, catching at the last words; and the tears rolled silently down her cheeks.

Maltravers never was more touched in his life. Whatever thoughts of gallantry might have entered his young head, had he found Alice such as he might reasonably have expected, he now felt there was a kind of sanctity in her ignorance; and his gratitude and kindly sentiment towards her took almost a brotherly aspect. "You know, at least, what school is ?" he asked.

"Yes, I have talked with girls who go to school." "Would you like to go there, too?"

"Oh no, sir-pray not!"

"What should you like to do, then? Speak out, child.

that journal and ascertain the precise date) will be found the case of a young girl ill-treated by her father, whose answers to the interrogatories of the magistrate are very similar to those of Alice.

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I owe you so much that I should be too happy to make you comfortable and contented in your own way." "I should like to live with you, sir.”

Maltravers started, and half smiled, and coloured. But, looking on her eyes, which were fixed earnestly on his, there was so much artlessness in their soft, unconscious gaze, that he saw she was wholly ignorant of the interpretation that might be put upon so candid a confession.

I have said that Maltravers was a wild, enthusiastic, odd being; he was, in fact, full of strange German romance and metaphysical speculations. He had once shut himself up for months to study astrology, and been even suspected of a serious hunt after the philosopher's stone-another time he had narrowly escaped with life and liberty from a frantic conspiracy of the young republicans of his university, in which, being bolder and madder than most of them, he had been an active ringleader; it was, indeed, some such folly that had compelled him to leave Germany sooner than himself or his parents desired. He had nothing of the sober Englishman about him. Whatever was strange and eccentric had an irresistible charm for Ernest Maltravers. And, agreeably to this disposition, he now revolved an idea that enchanted his moible and fantastic philosophy. He himself would educate this charming girl-he would write fair and heavenly characters upon this blank page -he would act the Saint Preux to this Julie of Nature. Alas, he did not think of the result which the parallel should have suggested! At that age, Ernest Maltravers never damped the ardour of an experiment by the anticipation of consequences.

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"" So," he said, after a short revery, so you would like to live with me. But, Alice, we must not fall in love with each other."

"I don't understand, sir."

"Never mind," said Maltravers, a little disconcerted. "I always wished to go into service."

"Ha!"

"And you would be a kind master."

Maltravers was half disenchanted.

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"No very flattering preference," thought he; SO much the safer for us.

Well, Alice, it shall be as you wish. Are you comfortable where you are in your new lodging?"

"No."

THE ARRANGEMENT.

'Why? they do not insult you."

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"No; but they make a noise, and I like to be quiet to think of you."

The young philosopher was reconciled again to his scheme.

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Well, Alice, go back—I will take a cottage to-morrow, and you shall be my servant, and I will teach you to read and write, and say your prayers, and know that you have a Father above, who loves you better than he below. Meet me again at the same hour to-morrow. Why do you cry, Alice? why do you cry?"

"Because-because," sobbed the girl, "I am so happy, and I shall live with you, and see you."

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Go, child—go, child,” said Maltravers, hastily; and he walked away with a quicker pulse than became his new character of master and preceptor.

He looked back, and saw the girl gazing at him-he waved his hand, and she moved on and followed him slowly back to the town.

Maltravers, though not an elder son, was the heir of affluent fortunes; he enjoyed a munificent allowance that sufficed for the whims of a youth who had learned in Germany none of the extravagant notions common to young Englishmen of similar birth and prospects. He was a spoiled child, with no law but his own fancy -his return home was not expected-there was nothing to prevent the indulgence of his new caprice. The next day he hired a cottage in the neighbourhood, which was one of those pretty thatched edifices, with verandahs and monthly roses, a conservatory and a lawn, which justify the English proverb about a cottage and love. It had been built by a mercantile bachelor for some fair Rosamond, and did credit to his taste. An old woman, let with the house, was to cook and do the work. Alice was but a nominal servant. Neither the old woman nor the landlord comprehended the platonic intentions of the young stranger. But he paid his rent in advance, and they were not particular. He, however, thought it prudent to conceal his name. It was one sure to be known in a town not very distant from the residence of his father, a wealthy and long-descended country gentleman. He adopted, therefore, the common name of Butler, which, indeed, belonged to one of his maternal connexions, and by that name alone was he

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READING AND WRITING.

known both in the neighbourhood and to Alice. From her he would not have sought concealment; but, somehow or other, no occasion ever occurred for him to talk much to her of his parentage or birth.

CHAPTER V.

"Thought would destroy their paradise."

GRAY.

MALTRAVERS found Alice as docile a pupil as any reasonable preceptor might have desired. But still, reading and writing-they are very uninteresting elements! Had the groundwork been laid, it might have been delightful to raise the fairy palace of knowledge; but the digging the foundations and the constructing the cellars is weary labour. Perhaps he felt it so-for in a few days Alice was handed over to the very oldest and ugliest writing-master that the neighbouring town could afford. It is astonishing what care Maltravers took of her morals. The poor girl at first wept much at the exchange, but the grave remonstrances and solemn exhortations of Maltravers reconciled her at last, and she promised to work hard and pay every attention to her lessons. I am not sure, however, that it was the tedium of the work that deterred the idealist-perhaps he felt its danger-and at the bottom of his sparkling dreams and brilliant follies lay a sound, generous, and noble heart. He was fond of pleasure, and had been already the darling of the sentimental German ladies. But he was too young, and too vivid, and too romantic to be that which is called a sensualist. He could not look upon a fair face, and a guileless smile, and all the ineffable symmetry of a woman's shape, with the eye of a man buying cattle for base uses. He very easily fell in love, or fancied he did, it is true; but then he could not separate desire from fancy, or calculate the game of passion without bringing the heart or the imagination into the matter. And though Alice was very pretty and very engaging, he was not yet in love with her, and he had no intention of becoming so.

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He felt the evening somewhat long when for the first time Alice discontinued her usual lesson; but Maltravers had abundant resources within himself. He placed Shakspeare and Schiller on his table, and lighted his German meerschaum-he read till he became inspired, and then he wrote-and when he had composed a few stanzas, he was not contented till he had set them to music, and tried their melody with his voice. For he had all the passion of a German for song and musicthat wild Maltravers! and his voice was sweet, his taste consummate, his science profound. As the sun puts out a star, so the full blaze of his imagination, fairly kindled, extinguished for the time his fairy fancy for his beautiful pupil.

It was late that night when Maltravers went to bed; and as he passed through the narrow corridor that led to his chamber, he heard a light step flying before him, and caught the glimpse of a female figure escaping through a distant door. "The silly child!" thought he, at once divining the cause-"she has been listening to my singing. I shall scold her." But he forgot that resolution.

The, next day, and the next, and many days passed, and Maltravers saw but little of the pupil for whose sake he had shut himself up in a country cottage in the depth of winter. Still he did not repent his purpose, nor was he in the least tired of his seclusion; he would not inspect Alice's progress, for he was certain he should be dissatisfied with its slowness-and people, however handsome, cannot learn to read and write in a day. But he amused himself, notwithstanding. He was glad of an opportunity to be alone with his own thoughts, for he was at one of those periodical epochs of life when we like to pause and breathe a while from that methodical race in which we run to the grave. He wished to recollect the stores of his past experience and repose on his own mind before he started afresh upon the active world. The weather was cold and inclement; but Ernest Maltravers was a hardy lover of nature, and neither snow nor frost could detain him from his daily rambles. So, about noon, he regularly threw aside books and papers, took his hat and staff, and went whistling or humming his favourite airs through the dreary streets, or along the bleak waters, or amid the leafless woods, just as the humour seized him; for he

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