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circulated to the disadvantage of her reputation, by the splendour of her appearance, and the sumptuousness of her entertainments, Do not blame me, Euphemia, should such an event be followed by my forgetting even the respect due to her sex, and bitterly reproaching her with inhumanity and baseness. You know the warmth of my temper, and my frie Iship for your brother ; but you cannot judge of my feelings when I contemplate the wreck he is become, the shade of all that delighted and rendered him the admiration of whoever had the happiness of knowing him. 'Tis then, my love, that not even the precepts of religion, and forgiveness of our enemies, inculcated in my youth by my respected parents, can allay the tumults in my bosom, or overcome the ardent desire I feel to punish, as they merit, those who blasted every prospect of my friend's felicity, and levelled to the dust one of the noblest works of nature.”

This letter, which I only received on the eve of my journey, occasioned me considerable uneasiness. I was aware of Hamilton's impetuosity, and trembled for the consequences of a meeting with MʻLeod, whose temper

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had been prevailed on by a friend to accompany him to the house, as it was the benefit night of a popular and deserving performer ; and most unfortunately they took possession of seats in the very box in which the bride and her doating husband had engaged their places. That some time after the callous-hearted Charlotte made her appearance, undaunted by the general gaze, and as she well knew also the many strictures passing on her conduct, which had been freely canvassed in every circle in the city, and with the most unparalleled effrontery, no sooner distinguished Hamilton amongst the persons near her, than extending her hand, in a friendly manner, accosted him by name, and inquired, with seeming interest and affection, after her dear Euphemia, as she styled the sister of her doating lover. Surprise, contempt, and indignation, by turns arose in the mind of her hearer, who gaining at last the power of utterance, unceremoniously replied to her inquiries, by asking, why mind in her anxiety to be informed of the welfare of her former friends, she omitted to name her old acquaintance Archibald, of whose unfortunate situation she bad doubtless heard, and, he presumed, regretted, as did all who knew the origin of his misfortunes, patience to reflect upon the barbarous author wretchedness. Conscience is a powerful monitor ; unfeeling as Mrs. M.Leod had shewn herself, she was unable to withstand its representations. At first, indeed, she assumed an air of contemptuous indifference to the

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By slow degrees my brother regained the use of his intellectual faculties ; but a settled melancholy oppressed his mind : and though resigned to the decrees of fate, his vivacity was lost for ever ; and after five years past in wandering over different counties of England, during which time I was constantly his companion, he sunk into the grave, a victim to misfortune, perfidy, and base

As neither of my brothers left issue, I came into possession of the whole of the estates which had formerly

belonged to our father; and I humbly trust, have not 'been altogether undeserving of the means of benefitting my fellow-mortals, providence having thus placed it in my power.

I am now beginning to experience the pains and penalties of age ;” but I am thankful to the God of mercies my health is yet less impaired than that of many my juniors in life; for I am able to enjoy the society of those friends who occasionally visit my Highland retire. ment; and sometimes make excursions to Edinburgh,

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