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THE FEMALE MISSIONARY.

walks, almost secure from a vertical sun. Eastward, beyond the proud shafts of granite that mark the entrance of the bay, stretched the expanse of the broad Atlantic. From the balcony overlooking the garden, her eye would instinctively fall upon "the sea, the open sea!" and might daily gaze upon the enlivening scene presented by the entrance and egress of vessels from every commercial nation; while not unfrequently, the surrounding mountains reverberated with peals of cannon from forts and frigates, announcing in thunder-creased attachment to the work in which she was entones the courtesies of naval life.

the assiduous attentions of Mrs. Kidder could not be too highly prized, contributing, as they doubtless did, to a speedy recovery. Her elasticity of spirits seemed now greatly restored. In addition to the several religious meetings on shore, she repeatedly attended the Bethel service on board ship, and availed herself of every occasion to manifest the interest she felt in different branches of Christian enterprise. Her letters written to friends at this time, exhibit great cheerfulness, an in

gaged, and a disposition to continue in it as long as might be necessary. Her promptings to arduous duty, and her cheerful encouragements in their accomplishment, were invaluable, and such as may ever render the female missionary among the most serviceable laborers in a foreign nd.

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Nor did her experience of the pains of absence from the partner of her bosom, cause her to shrink from enduring them again, in view of the objects to be thus subserved. She voluntarily and cordially assented to his undertaking another journey to a distant inland province. That was not, however, thought expedient at the time, and she commenced assisting him in important and voluminous translations.

This residence has been more particularly noticed, as being the last which Mrs. Kidder occupied during her sojourn on earth. It was here, also, that in connection with Mr. and Mrs. Spaulding, she had the pleasure of welcoming the large and interesting company of missionaries bound to Oregon. Although no one could be more sensible of its beauties and outward attractions than herself, yet the Christian and social privileges it afforded her in the society of Mrs. Spaulding, and the small, but interesting circle who regularly worshiped at the Mission-House, were much more highly prized. Having the constant care of an infant son and daughter, a great portion of her time was necessarily engrossed in attentions due to their helpless- But alas! her willing and faithful services in "the ness; nevertheless, she found intervals for reading, and work whereunto she was sent," were suddenly and fain which to conduct an extensive correspondence. Her tally interrupted by the hand of death. After a few convictions of the necessity of constantly seeking wis- days of sickness and bodily suffering, "her spirit returndom and grace from on high, are recorded in her jour-ed to the God who gave it." She was indeed "full nal, where, among other pious resolutions, is this: "I have also determined regularly to observe the hour of twelve, M., as a season of prayer for the especial direction and blessing of God, in my maternal duties."

From subsequent events it is now probable that her health was, during this period, fearfully, though almost imperceptibly, declining. This circumstance will account for a more than ordinary degree of melancholy feeling which seems to have, at times, weighed down her buoyant spirits, notwithstanding all her Christian fortitude and perseverance in using the means of grace. Many additional extracts from her journal and letters might be given, but this one from the former must suffice:

"Nov. 15, 1839.-Another week has gone! Its record is filled and closed up for eternity! Why am I yet so cold, so indifferent to the goodness of God? My heart is sorrowful; but is it not for the absence of earthly friends? O Lord teach me to be content in this, and all the dispensations of thy. providence. Securely stayed on the Rock of Ages, my soul should rest, unmoved by separation from parents, brothers, sisters, husband, friends—all—all! O for this heavenly peace of mind!"

The weary half year of her husband's absence at length rolled away, and safe from the perils of the deep, and exposure in scenes where a Protestant missionary had never before gone, he was once more restored to his affectionate wife and family. But the health he had uniformly enjoyed during his voyage and journeys, was soon after interrupted by a severe illness, during which

soon" called up higher, as we fondly trust, ever to remain in the presence of that Savior,

"For the light of whose smile in the heaven of love," the aspirations of her heart had been continually uplifted. In April, 1840, at the early age of twenty-two and a half years, she ceased at once to work and live. The circumstances of her death and burial have already been given to the public, and will not be here repeated.

Cut down in the midst of usefulness and in the morn- ' ing of life, by an unlooked for stroke of the destroyer, her memory is sacredly cherished on earth, but her record is on high. Her death, like untimely winds of autumn, swept away many tender blossoms of hope and promise to the oblivion of her own "peaceful grave.”

Her resting place is not in the depths of "the deep blue sea," but in the Protestant burial ground of Rio de Janeiro. Her remains repose on the northern declivity of Gamboa, at whose rocky base the tide of ocean ceases not to ebb and flow, and where the breezes of the Tropic will daily fan the luxuriant foliage that shades her tomb.

The following fragment of poetry was found among her papers, and is believed to be the last she ever composed. It is added to speak her sentiments on the great change that she was conscious awaited her. "O death, where is thy sting? O grave, where is thy victory ?"

This beating pulse, this aching heart,

When shall they throb no more?
When freed from sin and sorrow's smart,
Be all life's anguish o'er!

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HOURS OF GLOOM.

OFT, when worldly cares oppress me,
When the ills of life distress me,

When my heart is grieved and weary,
And each earthly prospect dreary,
Then my spirit soars to thee,
Savior, born to set me free!

Charms like thine on earth I find not;
Love like thine in life I seek not;

To thee alone I raise mine eyes;
O look down from yonder skies,

Hear thy suppliant daughter's prayer,
Fit her for thy dwelling there.

To mortal cares my spirit chain not,
To life's poor gifts thy grace restrain not;
But while I pass these dreary scenes,
Remove the vail that intervenes
Between my spirit, soaring high,
And "the heaven of yonder sky."

By thine anguish, groans, and fears,
By thine agonizing tears,

By thy sufferings here on earth,
By thine ignominious death,

Savior, dissipate my gloom,

Light my path-way to the tomb!

March, 1836.

Thou alone canst give us aid;

Other refuge want we none,

On the Rock of Ages stayed.

In affliction's darkest hour,

Thou the healing balm canst give; On us, then, thy blessings shower, Bid us in thine image live.

Long we've grovel'd in the dust,

Long the death of sin we've proved; Jesus, Lord, thou canst be just,

And yet, by our weak prayer, be moved.

Give us, then, the living faith

That brings thy promised blessing down; The costly purchase of thy death,

The hallowed radiance of thy crown.

From the power of sin set free,
Thy full praises let us sing;
Wholly sanctified to thee,

Grateful homage may we bring.

Mercy, Lord, is all our plea,

Stained with sin and guilt we are; Mercy, open, boundless, free, Hear, O, Lord, our fervent prayer.

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MAN AND THE GRAVE.

BY F. H. BLADES.

THIS life is the twilight of our being. Its progressive stages are presumptive of the fact, that man is destined to another and more noble state. This is too circumscribed a scene for our god-like powers. Man bears upon him the impress of Divinity. His erect posture, and his intelligent eye glancing towards the infinite source of his being, indicate him to be of heavenly origin. Whether he be considered in regard to his material organization, or to the quenchless immortality of his nature, he is wonderfully made. His triple nature embraces the element of various worlds. His physical and intellectual powers render him a fit actor in the scenes of the present; while his moral, connect him with the future, and render him the subject of an endless destiny. In him, the extremes of honor and dishonor-of dignity and vileness-of exaltation and humility, are blended.

"How
poor,
how rich, how abject, how august,
How complicate, how wonderful is man!
From different natures marv'lously mixt,
Connection exquisite of distant worlds,
Distinguish'd link in being's endless chain,
Midway from nothing to the Deity.

A beam ethereal, sullied and absorbed,
Though sullied and dishonored still divine."

Man claims intimate alliance with earth; yet with up

lifted eye, and a soul thrilled with the visions of immor

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THE JEWISH SACRAMENT.

tality, he may call God his father, and angels his brethren. But he must die. The scenes of earth must fade from his view, like the departing glory of spring. Cut down by relentless death, he will disappear like leaves of autumn. Sometimes he withers like the bud, nipped "by the wind's untimely blast." Should he long survive the "pestilence that walketh in darkness," or the "destruction that wasteth at noon-day," yet is he doomed. The "silver chord" shall be loosed-the tenure by which he holds life be dissolved. And though he possess wealth and honor, they shall be to him as nought.

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THE JEWISH SACRAMENT. THE Passover was one of the most solemn Jewish festivals. Its was instituted in remembrance of the fact, that the Lord passed over the dwellings of his chosen people, when he slew the first-born of the Egyptians. "All Scripture is given by inspiration of God;" let us then search in the oracles of truth for the origin and aim of those customs, which, though now no longer obligatory upon us, nevertheless may afford us instruction in righteousness.

Dark, indeed, was the moral state of the children of He who visits the everlasting pyramids and catacombs, Israel during the Egyptian bondage. It was aptly illusmust be impressed with a deep sense of his mortality. trated by their temporal condition. Four hundred and He must realize the force of what Horace says, "Death thirty years were they dwellers in Egypt, in which time is the utmost limit of earthly things." As a mighty kings reigned who knew not Joseph and were strangers conqueror, he sways his sceptre over men and empires. to the God of Jacob. Their rapid increase had excited The pride of princes and the haughtiness of kings van- the jealousy of the Egyptians, and measures were deish at his approach. The hero, who has slaughtered vised for their extirpation. But the God of Abraham millions, must yield himself a victim. The conqueror was their protector, and they still increased. Taskof mighty Babylon slumbers in the tomb with his fath- masters were set over them, who exercised their power ers; and the fallen hero of Waterloo sleeps in undis-with most cruel rigor, till the groanings of the people turbed solitude. Cicero is silent; and the irresistible were heard on high. "I have seen, I have seen the appeals of the impassioned Demosthenes are no longer affliction of my people," is the language of Jehovah. heard in the forums of Greece. Those men, with their A deliverer was sent to conduct them from the land of thousands of spell-bound hearers, are no more. Sha- their captivity, to Canaan, the land of promise. Miradows overspread them, and long since they have min-cles were wrought in their behalf. Ten plagues were, gled with the dead. Where are the millions that once crowded the ancient cities of Palmyra, of Nineveh, of Thebes, of Jerusalem, of Athens, and of Carthage? Echo answers, "Where!" Well may we say, in the language of the poet:

"The spade, the plough, disturb our ancestors; The globe around earth's hollow surface shakes. O'er devastations we blind revels keep, While buried towns support the dancer's heel." To us, thus doomed to the grave, the resurrection becomes a matter of deep interest and importance. Shall the millions who have been cut off by death feel the animations of returning life? It would be melancholy to look at the grave as the extinguishment of human being and hope. But turning from these gloomy anticipations, we catch the light of the glowing torch of revelation. Grasping this Book of inspiration, we read, "Death is swallowed up in victory."

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in rapid succession, inflicted upon their haughty foes, falling upon them in terrific wrath. The first plague turned the waters of Egypt into blood throughout all the land. The plagues of frogs, lice, flies, murrain, boils, blains, hail and fire, and of darkness that might be felt, speedily followed. Still Egypt refused to let the people go. Then came the tenth and last great plague -the slaying of the first-born-connected with which is the institution of the Passover. This was to be kept in the Jewish month Abib, which answers to portions of our March and April.

A lamb was to be slain for every household; the blood was to be sprinkled upon the two side-posts, and upon the upper door-post of the house; the lamb was the feet, and staff in hand, ready for departure. All this to be eaten in haste, with the loins girded, shoes upon was done. That night the destroying angel went forth, and passing over the habitations where the blood was sprinkled, slew the first-born of Egypt, from the firstborn of Pharaoh, to the first-born of the captive in the dungeon. Terror seized the Egyptians, who now became urgent for the departure of Israel, for, they said,

Though the Passover was designed to commemorate this great deliverance on the part of Israel, it had also a higher object-it was typical of the Lamb for sinners slain.

VICTOR COUSIN was an eminent French philosopher, whose writings form an interesting epoch in the" We be all dead men." history of metaphysical science in France. He found the French school of philosophy almost incorrigible supporters of materialism and infidelity. He has wrought wonders towards its reformation. He has performed almost as great a service for science on the Continent, as Locke did in Great Britain; and indeed a greater, in a moral point of view. His system is founded on induction; an induction, too, which does not overlook the grand elements of the human character. H.

We spoke of the moral condition of the Israelites as unfavorable. We infer this from their subsequent career-the weakness of their faith compared with that of the patriarchs, their frequent rebellions, and their murmurings against God. How brightly in the midst of this gloom is shadowed forth the long-suffering of

WOMAN'S BEST FRIEND.

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WOMAN'S BEST FRIEND.

BY PROFESSOR M'COWN.

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THE Bible should be the first, the most endeared, and the most repeatedly read book of every lady's library. The Bible alone has asserted and established woman's

God, his mercy and goodness in providing a sacrifice for sin, so clearly and beautifully typified by the sacrifice of the Paschal lamb! And with what interest may we suppose this ordinance to have been cherished by the truly pious in succeeding generations! When the promise to Abraham was fulfilled, and his descendants had become as the stars of heaven, inhabiting a land flowing with milk and honey; when they were permit-high claims to dignity, importance, and influence. As ted to worship in a gorgeous temple, in that favored city, Jerusalem; when prophets, priests, and kings assembled at the festival, how must the heart have exulted at the invocation, "Come, let us go up to the house of the Lord; let us offer sacrifice, and seck the Most High!"

Our Savior, diligently fulfilling the law, was ever found at the feast of the Passover. When but twelve years of age, he went up to Jerusalem with those whose delight was in the ordinances of religion. Just before he was offered up on the cross, he partook of this sacra ment with his sorrowing disciples. But the Passover was to be kept throughout all generations; and though the types are now no longer necessary, yet we, who live under the better dispensation, have the same interest in the things typified as had those who lived before the crucifixion.

flowers are bereft of their hues without the light of the sun, but are adorned and penciled with their varied charms when blest with his genial rays, so has woman languished in obscurity, neglect and oppression, where the Bible has not blessed society; whilst her virtues have acquired a charm, and her character an influence most extensively exerted and admired, wherever the Bible has illustrated her worth. It alone is the palladium of her virtue, dignity, and liberty. What woman can fear the oppression of vice, superstition, and tyranny, when guarded by the blessing bequeathed our world in the promise of her sufferings, that her seed should bruise the serpent's head? What wife can fear rudeness, insult, or ill-treatment from a husband, who acknowledges and reveres the divine injunction, “Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the Church, and gave himself for it?" And surely that wife is preparing for herself a bed of thorns, upon which, at last, to lay a heart pierced with many sorrows, who delights rather to see her husband in the haunts of fashionable pleasure, than an humble penitent at the altar of prayer. What mother can fear neglect and ingratitude from a child, who is a sincere disciple of that blessed Savior, who, amidst the intense agonies of the cross, and the

The sinner is in a more deplorable condition than was the Israelite when a bond-slave in Egypt. He sees the Avenger in pursuit. Justice cries, "Cut him down; why cumbereth he the ground?" But the immaculate Lamb was sacrificed for him. By an application of the blood of sprinkling, wrath may be averted, "for even Christ, our Passover, was sacrificed for us." We need a sacrifice for sin-we need the all-cleansing blood to wash away our pollutions-we need something to re-more exquisite pain he endured as the victim of our mind us of our obligations, which, while it cherishes the memory of past deliverances, shall also point to the momentous realities of the future. Such an ordinance our Savior instituted in the holy eucharist. This shall commemorate the death of the true Paschal Lamb, till time shall be no more. Christians, adore the love of God; and as oft as ye are permitted, surround his table. Remember, it was the Savior who said, "Do this in remembrance of me." Feed on him by faith, realizing that the time of your departure is at hand. Renew your cov-expectedly snatched away, has been transplanted to a enant to be more holy—and as it is your privilege to live under a more glorious dispensation than was granted to the Jews, let your faith be more vigorous, and your zeal more ardent in the cause of your divine Master. Jesus was your Sacrifice he is your Intercessor-remember, he will be your Judge. LOUISA E. A.

"THERE are at are a thousand familiar disputes which reason never can decide; questions that elude investigation, and make logic ridiculous; cases where something must be done, and where little can be said. How few can be supposed to act upon all occasions, whether small or great, with all the reasons of action present to their minds. Wretched would be the pair above all names of wretchedness, who should be doomed to adjust by reason, every morning, all the details of a domestic day."

world's guilt, still felt the indescribably tender emotions of filial_love for a parent's sufferings and wants, and with a voice full of gentle tenderness, committed his mother to the care of his beloved disciple? What mother can neglect that book, whose precious words assure her that her little one, gone down to the grave in infancy, has become an angel in heaven? That the flower, which for a few bright but flitting days, adorned and perfumed her bosom with its sweetness, though un

heavenly clime, to bloom and shed its fragrance in the garden of paradise. May this precious book be the solace, the guide, and defense of our mothers, sisters, and daughters! A woman's tears bathed those blessed feet that unweariedly traveled the mountains of Judea, in pursuit of the lost sheep of the house of Israel! A woman's love embalmed with rich ointment that precious head, in whose thoughts the bitterness of the last cup was then mingling! And woman's heroism, like the rainbow arching the storm, rose in its grandeur, constant and true, on the dark cloud of the Savior's tragedy, reflecting an honor on the female character unequaled in the world's history, and proving that no danger can appal her heart, when summoned to defend the cross by endurance, patience, and fortitude! Woman! art thou seeking thy Savior? Thy Bible says, "Fear not ye, for I know that ye seek Jesus, which was crucified."

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FACTS, NOT FICTION.

FACTS, NOT FICTION. THE following incidents occurred in the order here related-possibly they may be of sufficient interest to occupy a place in the Repository.

On a clear morning in the month of I left the bustle of a commercial city in the southwest, to visit a worthy and interesting family in M. Its head was a venerable minister of Christ-a faithful pioneer in the work of his Master, who had, in early life, forsaken the nameless charms of home in the north, to scatter the light and fire of truth in this benighted valley. Then it required sacrifices to cultivate the vineyard; for the itinerant, like his suffering Lord, was often a homeless pilgrim, without a place to lay his head. But this indefatigable man went forth, and from the summit of the mountain to the deepest glen, in the city and in the desert, in the wigwam and in the temple, to all ranks and all complexions, for about thirty years, preached the unsearchable riches of Christ. At length, domestic cares induced him to retire to a more limited sphere. He left his former field of labor, followed by the benedictions of thousands, and selected a home where dwelt the sons of the forest—where moral gloom then prevailed, but has since been dispersed by the beams of the Sun of righteousness, till the whoop of the savage has been superseded by the notes of prayer and praise.

I was, at the time referred to, directing my course to the hospitable dwelling of this good man, whom I loved to visit, and to whose recitals of the triumphs of the Gospel among the untutored Indians, now gone to seek their new home in the farther west, I had often listened with delight.

The occasion of my present visit was one of peculiar interest. The amiable, intelligent daughter of my worthy friend, who had just entered her sixteenth yearwho was a treasured jewel of the father and the mother, and the pride of affectionate relatives and associates, had yielded her young affections, in all the ardor of their pure youthful glow, to one who, well worthy of her, was now to receive her hand, and interchange with her the vows of fidelity at Hymen's altar.

The company was assembled. The ceremony proceeded, and was consummated. We looked with fond delight on the youthful pair, starting hand in hand on the journey of wedded life. Friends gazed with undisguised satisfaction on the worthy couple, and every eye and every lip confessed, that congeniality of temper, of sentiment, of habit, and of taste, and mutual affection so ardent that it required restraint rather than provocation, opened to them a prospect of long continued and unmolested happiness. Friends saluted them with congratulations, kindred lavished upon them the caresses of pure affection, the ministers of Jesus devoutly implored the covenanted grace of heaven upon them; and having received the benediction of the father and the blessing of a weeping mother, they uttered their tremulous farewell, and, escorted by a large company of their youthful friends, pursued their way towards H., where others

were waiting to receive them, and welcome the bride to
her new home. There, each possessing the object of
the heart's warmest affections, who could but anticipate
that they would pass long years of undisturbed and
overflowing felicity! In this instance, at least, I might
have ventured to predict, as I turned my course home-
ward, that the poet's aphorism,

"Marriage in prospect may appear
A beauteous garden all in bloom-
A hedge of thorns we find it near,"

would prove untrue. And, indeed, so far as it depended
on the voluntary deportment, or on the moral attributes
of the parties, it doubtless would have proved untrue.

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God hath a providence over mankind. And he sees it best for us, that our cup should be mixed. He permits us to gather the sweet, but often freely intermixes with it the bitter. How else should we learn not to love the world and the things that are in the world? O, the mercy of afflictions, sent to wean us from these low grounds and mortal joys, and compel our souls to spread their wings, and soar to higher regions! Sweet, and only sweet, were the draughts of innocent pleasure which my young friends had so carefully laid in store for themselves; but probably Infinite Wisdom saw it would be necessary to take from them the intoxicating cup. Their souls were more precious than their pleasures, and God was mindful of it.

When I parted with the bridegroom, he was in the full vigor of mature youth. Not a symptom of disease, of debility, or of the least predisposition to any malady, could be detected in his manly countenance or form. The bloom of youth, and the ripeness of man. hood seemed to blend in his person and features. While his young bride hung confidingly on his arm, with her eye dancing and sparkling in the brilliancy of conjugal rapture, little did we think how soon her love's young dream should be disturbed; and this beautiful creature become awakened to the experience of unmingled and of almost incurable agony. Alas! in one short month I saw her again. She wept. Her husband was not beside her. He was not on a journey— nor was he meditating in the fields-nor was he pursuing the wild deer on the plains, or on the mountainshe lay pale and speechless in the graveWhere superstition's fears Their offerings unfold

Where evening weeps her pearly tears And the glairy moon shines cold. His widowed bride, in robes darker than the midnight in whose shade she sought his silent sepulchre, mingled her sighs with the moanings of the breeze, and sobbed out the notes of her wild and unsubdued agony on the turf which sheltered his moldering remains. A month! What a change! How unexpected the assaults of death!-how rapid its work!-how fatal to earthly bliss, and earthly prospects, and earthly hopes, its terrible but unavoidable issues! Who, while contemplating this instance of its fearful power and triumph, can fail to exclaim in the language of Blair

"Invidious grave! how dost thou rend asunder
Whom love has knit and sympathy made one!"

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