CASTRUCCIO'S DESIGNS AS TO HIS POEMS. 139 of friendship have indeed something of the melancholy, but not the anguish, of those of love. Perhaps it would be better if we could get rid of love altogether. Life would go on smoother and happier without it. Friendship is the wine of existence, but love is the dram-drinking. When they returned, they found Castruccio seated on the lawn. He did not appear so much dejected at the prospect of Ernest's departure as Teresa had anticipated; for Castruccio Cæsarini was a very jealous man, and he had lately been chagrined and discontented with seeing the delight that the De Montaignes took in Ernest's society. "Why is this?" he often asked himself; "why are they more pleased with this stranger's society than mine? My ideas are as fresh, as original; I have as much genius, yet even my dry brother-in-law allows his talents, and predicts that he will be an eminent man; while 1 -no! one is not a prophet in one's own country!” Unhappy young man! his mind bore all the rank weeds of the morbid poetical character, and the weeds choked up the flowers that the soil, properly cultivated, should alone bear. Yet that crisis in life awaited Castruccio, in which a sensitive and poetical man is made, or marred-the crisis in which a sentiment is replaced by the passions-in which love for some real object gathers the scattered rays of the heart into a focus; out of that ordeal he might pass a purer and manlier being-so Maltravers often hoped. Maltravers then little thought how closely connected with his own fate was to be that passage in the history of the Italian! Castruccio contrived to take Maltravers aside, and as he led the Englishman through the wood that backed the mansion, he said with some embarrassment, "You go, I suppose, to London ?" "I shall pass through it—can I execute any commission for you?" 66 'Why, yes; my poems! I think of publishing them in England; your aristocracy cultivate the Italian letters, and, perhaps, I may be read by the fair and noble -that is the proper audience of poets. For the vulgar herd-I disdain it." "My dear Castruccio, I will undertake to see your poems published.in London, if you wish it; but do not be sanguine. In England we read little poetry, even in our own language, and we are shamefully indifferent to foreign literature." "Yes, foreign literature generally, and you are right; but my poems are of another kind. They must command attention in a polished and intelligent circle." 66 Well! let the experiment be tried; you can let me have the poems when we part." "I thank you," said Castruccio, in a joyous tone, pressing his friend's hand; and for the rest of that evening he seemed an altered being; he even caressed the children, and did not sneer at the grave conversation of his brother-in-law. When Maltravers rose to depart, Castruccio gave him the packet; and then, utterly engrossed with his own imagined futurity of fame, vanished from the room to indulge his reveries. He cared no longer for Maltravers-he had put him to use-he could not be sorry for his departure, for that departure was the Avator of HIS appearance to a new world! A small dull rain was falling, though, at intervals, the stars broke through the unsettled clouds, and Teresa did not therefore venture from the house; she presented her smooth cheek to the young guest to salute, pressed him by the hand, and bade him adieu with tears in her eyes. "Ah!" said she, "when we meet again, I hope you will be married-I shall love your wife dearly. There is no happiness like marriage and home!" and she looked with ingenious tenderness at De Montaigne. Maltravers sighed his thoughts flew back to Alice. Where now was that lone and friendless girl, whose innocent love had once brightened a home for him! He answered by a vague and mechanical commonplace, and left the room with De Montaigne, who insisted on seeing him depart. As they neared the lake, De Montaigne broke the silence. 66 66 My dear Maltravers," he said, with a serious and thoughtful affection in his voice, we may not meet again for years. I have a warm interest in your happiness and career—yes, career-I repeat the word. I do not habitually seek to inspire young men with ambition. Enough for most of them to be good and honourable citizens. But in your case it is different. I see in you the earnest and meditative, not rash and overweening youth, which is usually productive of a DE MONTAIGNE'S EXHORTATION. 141 distinguished manhood. Your mind is not yet settled, it is true; but it is fast becoming clear and mellow from the first ferment of boyish dreams and passions. You have everything in your favour, competence, birth, connexions; and, above all, you are an Englishman! You have a mighty stage, on which, it is true, you cannot establish a footing without merit and without labour-so much the better; in which strong and resolute rivals will urge you on to emulation, and then competition will task your keenest powers. Think what a glorious fate it is to have an influence on the vast but evergrowing mind of such a country; to feel, when you retire from the busy scene, that you have played an unforgotten part-that you have been the medium, under God's great will, of circulating new ideas throughout the world-of upholding the glorious priesthood of the honest and the beautiful. This is the true ambition; the desire of mere personal notoriety is vanity, not ambition. Do not, then, be lukewarm or supine. The trait I have observed in you," added the Frenchman, with a smile, " most prejudicial to your chances of distinction, is that you are too philosophical, too apt to cui bono all the exertions that interfere with the indolence of cultivated leisure. And you must not suppose, Maltravers, that an active career will be a path of roses. At present you have no enemies; but the moment you attempt distinction you will be abused, calumniated, reviled. You will be shocked at the wrath you excite, and sigh for your old obscurity, and consider, as Franklin has it, that 'you have paid too dear for your whistle.' But in return for individual enemies, what a noble recompense to have made the public itself your friend; perhaps even posterity your familiar. Besides," added De Montaigne, with almost a religious solemnity in his voice, "there is a conscience of the head as well as of the heart, and in old age we feel as much remorse, if we have wasted our natural talents, as if we have perverted our natural virtues. The profound and exultant satisfaction with which a man who feels that he has not lived in vain-that he has entailed on the world an heirloom of instruction or delight-looks back upon departed struggles, is one of the happiest emotions of which the conscience can be capable. What, indeed, are the petty faults we commit as individuals, affecting 142 ERNEST S REPLY. but a narrow circle, ceasing with our own life, to the incalculable and everlasting good we may produce, as public men, by one book or by one law. Depend upon it, that the Almighty, who sums up all the good and all the evil done by his creatures in a just balance, will not judge the august benefactors of the world with the same severity as those drones of society who have no great services to show in the internal leger as a setoff to the indulgence of their small vices. These things rightly considered, Maltravers, you will have every inducement that can tempt a lofty mind and a pure ambition to awaken from the voluptuous indolence of the literary Sybarite-and contend worthily in the world's wide Altis for a great prize." Maltravers never before felt so flattered-so stirred into high resolves. The stately eloquence, the fervid encouragement of this man, usually so cold and fastidious, roused him like the sound of a trumpet. He stopped short, his breath heaved thick, his cheek flushed. "De Montaigne," said he, "your words have cleared away a thousand doubts and scruples-they have gone right to my heart. For the first time I un derstand what fame is-what the object, and what the reward of labour! Visions, hopes, aspirations, I may have had before-for months a new spirit has been fluttering within me. I have felt the wings breaking from the shell. But all was confused, dim, uncertain. I doubted the wisdom of effort, with life so short, and the pleasures of youth so sweet. I now look no longer on life, but as a part of the eternity to which I feel we were born, and I recognise the solemn truth that our objects, to be worthy life, should be worthy creatures in whom the living principle never is extinct. Farewell, come joy or sorrow-failure or success-I will struggle to be worthy of your friendship, your exhortation." Maltravers sprang into his boat, and the shades of night soon snatched him from the lingering gaze of De Montaigne. END OF BOOK III. |