XLII. IF Sleep and Death be truly one, Through all its intervital gloom In some long trance should slumber on ; Unconscious of the sliding hour, Bare of the body, might it last, And silent traces of the past Be all the color of the flower: So then were nothing lost to man ; And love would last as pure and whole As when he loved me here in Time, And at the spiritual prime Rewaken with the dawning soul. XLIII. How fares it with the happy dead? But he forgets the days before The days have vanished, tone and tint, A little flash, a mystic hint; And in the long, harmonious years If such a dreamy touch should fall, O, turn thee round, resolve the doubt, XLIV. THE baby new to earth and sky, What time his tender palm is pressed Against the circle of the breast, Has never thought that "this is I": But as he grows he gathers much, And learns the use of "I," and "me," And finds "I am not what I see, And other than the things I touch": So rounds he to a separate mind From whence clear memory may begin, As through the frame that binds him in His isolation grows defined. This use may lie in blood and breath, Which else were fruitless of their due, Had man to learn himself anew Beyond the second birth of Death. XLV. WE ranging down this lower track, The path we came by, thorn and flower, Is shadowed by the growing hour, Lest life should fail in looking back. So be it: there no shade can last In that deep dawn behind the tomb, But clear from marge to marge shall bloom The eternal landscape of the past; A lifelong tract of time revealed; The fruitful hours of still increase; Days ordered in a wealthy peace, And those five years its richest field. O Love! thy province were not large, XLVI. THAT each, who seems a separate whole, Should move his rounds, and fusing all The skirts of self again, should fall Remerging in the general Soul, Is faith as vague as all unsweet: Eternal form shall still divide The eternal soul from all beside; And I shall know him when we meet : And we shall sit at endless feast, Enjoying each the other's good; What vaster dream can hit the mood Of Love on earth? He seeks at least Upon the last and sharpest height, Some landing-place, to clasp and say, "Farewell! We lose ourselves in light." |